it takes a lot for something to sink in. whenever i get bad news i don’t get all upset and angry, it takes me a while for me to really feel the pain that was given and received. whenever someone in my family dies, i don’t really cry i’m just empty and within the few days or weeks it starts to affect me. i guess things get to my head slowly, i critically think about situations and actions and then it starts to affect me later on. its a good and a bad thing.
i thought i was the only one like this? glad i’m not alone.