So, like watever happens, that person will be there with me and i would know that that person has got my back, through good or bad, through thick & thin and through rough and shallow. Thats how you know that there real, not fake.
I have trust issues. I'm not sure why but it's probably because every person I've ever trusted has somehow hurt me. I hate it because I give people a thousand chances. All it makes me feel is worthless. Its really damaging to know someone you truly care about could just hurt you.
It’s like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. You’re mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.